Some pictures I tend to click every now and then, hoping to impress myself en route.....
Saturday, April 30, 2011
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Monday, February 28, 2011
The Lines of Me
For some unknown reason am feeling all tensed up and cluttered mentally. Maybe cz i slept at the wrong time, or maybe something else. This event seems to occur at night mostly and persistently stays till i sleep. Can get pretty irritating as it starts interfering with my day to day affairs. I don't seem to find any reliable solution to this strange but overpowering problem. Maybe cz last night i discussed about something out of the ordinary. Who am i?
Naa, cant be that. Am sure its something way deeper. As if i am trying to find an intangible solution to an equally inequationable problem. Or maybe its something way much simpler than that and my mind is just getting complex solutions to childish equations.
I'll just leave it at that...
:)
Naa, cant be that. Am sure its something way deeper. As if i am trying to find an intangible solution to an equally inequationable problem. Or maybe its something way much simpler than that and my mind is just getting complex solutions to childish equations.
I'll just leave it at that...
:)
Thursday, February 24, 2011
The Glow at the End of the Road
My mind is buzzing with all these less than important thoughts. Its slowly getting difficult to control 'em, put a reign on 'em. They are getting so over-overwhelmingly powerful that ignoring them or side stepping aint in the book. I don't want to think about what has already happened as that is a past i don't want to relive again. But its slowly but surely finding its way back into the deep recesses of my brain as if it never really left me. I know how important and crucial this juncture is in my life as it decides how I make or break my future. But this is something i cant, as they say, push under the carpet. The carpet has turned into a mountain. I've never really felt this comfortable and at ease with anyone before, not this early a stage, i would say. But parallelly, I'm equally frightened of losing a good friend. A friend who is matured, sensible and intelligent. A friend who knows what to say and how much. A friend who knows where to put a stop and where to go with the flow. Its difficult to find such a person, that too..........am at a loss for words like before.
I've just been in one single serious relationship before. But that turned out to be a miserable experience. It taught me not to give away what you only get once. " I will not hurt, nor will I suffer, I'd rather be a mute witness and face the atrocities committed against mankind with a face like stone".
Am writing this because it eases the stress and the tension up in my head. There's no one really there with whom i can share all this, because, its beyond them to grasp my vision and its beyond me to let them grasp me.
I will be strong, I will be clear, I will stand tall and live life without fear. But I will not shame myself nor shall I repeat my wishes as when my wishes become horses, my stable becomes full and I don't have room for another beautiful thought.....
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